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October 13-31st, 2024 "Junk Journaling"


Happy October 2024



October 13: I am going to set the "setting" probably to Oct 7, 2024, so it sits behind Fred's links on blog dashboard so it easy access for him-


Working on genealogy maybe-





I still need to go over the records on this area-

because since I made my testimony,

I learned what I saw---

and I need to make updates...


not tonight...too tired...

but soon...


I did learn from CT some stuff

that I think needs to be to the front...

I did learn this copter

had all normal manners

for the type of fire it was, I was on---

from Friday thru Sunday

at 10:30am- after that ??? who knows...

some of us call it the orange gorilla....


and so, to any folks who were on that copter-

I will keep my original perception

but adding new educative data

I learned about Aviation

and how copters

and

planes work but I am satisfied ...

and try to explain tomorrow...


kinda feeling unwell to be paying the fire area any attention but Brad got me stirred up to make sure I insert what I feel needs to be discussed from 6-29-13 since he won't yet...











I will get to this record(s) and share more--

the handwritten messages, texts and email threads, etc.

of our 2013 Fire Folks...

for now, when I think about

what I have learned thus far...


some uneasy realities

should have been told, right?!...


John N. MacLean, and if you are still focused to Saturday June 29, 2013, reach me...your jaw will drop ...


probably not an interest for him

but maybe some well worded inserts on his website? -


online, it shows appx 31.3 million dollars he possibly has but he cannot build a website stating documented facts from Saturday June 29, 2013?


We, the people,

seem to have to have

a housewife

from a small town

get the facts to the front...

the real meat of it all?

...sigh...


Bigger sigh

is I should not have to

as the eyewitness

have to go to these lengths-

these wealthy people

in the fire arena

have and had the resources

to get this out sooner

and that is way sad.


I have poor health,

and I still keep at it,

but it is not easy to do this

because I am talking about documented stuff

that ultimately almost took my life, and some have attempted to do that [take my life] since when gathering records.


I feel that possibly fire author John N MacLean could have done much better for we, the people.

and now

the above perception

I had back years ago---

I now get to fill in the gap on topic.


Thank God for records.


I am not gonna rewrite

the above

I am not going to

rewrite history

like we keep seeing

likely from others---

but add

an addendum

tomorrow

to what I learned

from my gathering

and record keeping...


the yellow and white copter was dropping payloads...

this topic I will delve into tomorrow...

I am so tired.


Yet, I am fine with the copter - I do wish I got to speak to the ones on the copter but there is plenty in the records that it is not really necessary- just be nice is all.

I learned when air attack /copters are in the air-

they can temp. lift the flames...


However,

I think

this name tag

[below]

should possibly

be worn on fires for

specific ones

from folks who fight the fires---

to possibly be on caution alert for

other fire folks and us, residents.


I would have given it to some

on Saturday

when we went to the Yarnell Fire Station

6-29-13

had I known

what I am reading in the records.

Would that person be _____?

Soon, I will share ... heading to sleep...

 


October 14, 2024 7am: actually, the name tag should be more like these labels:


Sad, after all my testimonies, research and gathering records I would give possibly this label to RUSS SHUMATE:

...this is not a smear campaign but my humble opinion...


we can leave the smear campaigns to the ones who have to go along to get along and have agendas...


I have none ...no agendas...just here about making sure the actual events are told correctly.


We could even make coloring pages for the kids...and tshirts too...and have t-shirt sales too. right?! for those who rather do other perpetual ____ roles...

What a sad thing to see good people die after the YHF13' but none of these higher ups know I already got the dispatchers testimonies and their families...


I got to hear the content about the argument we overheard Saturday at the Yarnell Fire Station from Dr Leroy and others...so yeah Shumate ... after all I gathered, I actually think this possibly fits him better: [just saying]


By the way Burk Minor from Wildland Firefighter Foundation...my hero in life...if this is what you call harassing your fire people as you told the cops July 2022 that I made my way to WFF on their body cam when I all I did was requested a public record after I showed you FF Dr Leroy's path and the topic on slurry---no this is our reality, sir:


Burk Minor, some day you will hopefully awaken and learn some of the folks around you are not really present for you...many agenda driven ones...as Fred calls it -the art of war-


I call them Mister McFakerman and Miss/Mrs. McFaker"WO"man and the little minions created because of their lies and omissions.


Until I pass on...my door is open to you Burk...I know others are behind what became the ghosting manners.


I think the inherently dangerous part of wildland firefighter jobs are some of the actual folks allowed to make decisions.


Time to cut the strings and hit the RESET button, folks.

I will keep writing and discussing from the Boulder Springs Ranch to Fred and Scott's Land to Sesame to Shrine...so, get used to it...I am not going away:

also, if Burk claims he never said it to the cops- it has been online for years the actual evidence on YHFR blog:

do you see this section:

you click on this and it opens up to the evidence- I always hid data in my posts and only few ever caught it over time.


I made sure, in case I passed on, the blog had actual evidence to what I write or speak---I can back up what I place out.


Just click here on each greater than sign (>) and there is evidence to stuff I speak because I speak/type truth and always can back it up:

click on the greater than signs and it will open you to the world of evidence...found on this post:


The Yarnell Hill Fire incident,

I focus on the [in]experiences of people

who were there

not people making

made for profit projects

and books and were not there.


Yet, it is possibly dangerous

that one calls himself

the lead investigator

comes out this month

with what lessons have we learned video

...he inspired this small-town housewife

[ME]

to

share more

key points

that he never mentioned

in his Investigation Report

or in any conferences/videos

one must ask --- why

?????????????????????

and he had the resources

and he could have placed to the Public at Large

so how come we have to hear him redundantly say innovative and lessons learned.

Where's the meat?

Hey Brad---talk about this please...


Key points...

include the lack of proper briefing

and communication,

the inadequate response to the fire's behavior,

and the political influences on resource allocation.

What time was the fire supposed to be out by??? right!? why was it extended?


After all my research -

I give a special make believe

trophy

to

DEAN FERNANDEZ

[explain later]


or maybe our Lead Investigator can explain that...

how come you just investigated about the 19 mostly

and not what was done illegally that weekend?? right?!


Wanna share to the Public at Large that?

That you have to know

if you have any common sense...

{I question how many of you even have that...

get me a higher authority above Brad or let us reopen this case...}


 

Specific details...

include the fire's extreme conditions,

the mismanagement of resources,

and the failure to heed warnings about the fire's potential severity.


I have over ten years highlighted...

the challenges faced by firefighters,

the inadequacy of the incident command,

and the subsequent investigations [BRAD MAYHEW and others] that failed to address critical issues,

leading to a lack of accountability and

learning from the event.

Shame on Brad Mayhew, then, and now.


I am not making a video, Brad,

but if I did it would cover:

Action Items

  • [ ] Question authority and challenge decisions that do not make sense.

  • [ ] Ensure that supervisory personnel are able to explain the reasoning behind their actions and be open to being questioned.

  • [ ] Retain organizational expertise by paying employees appropriately and creating an environment where mistakes can be openly discussed and learned from. I saw first-hand firefighters share to me they were segregated at refreshers the ones who were on the YHF13'- that is truly unjust and wrong.

  • [ ] Establish a system where firefighters can report unsafe leadership without fear of retaliation.


Yarnell Fire Investigation and Initial Experiences

  • I want to discuss the impact of aging and the frequency of tragic events. How can we learn lessons, Brad, when you do not even allow me to interact with you at a public discussion forum where you opened the floor for just that???

  • I recount my experience with Brad Mayhew at the California Safety Summit years ago, noting his charismatic nature and later (not) understanding his role as an investigator but he suppressed me superfast at that conference - why??? I was professional and kind and I said if he is/was the lead investigator then how come he never met with the eyewitnesses, us? He failed me and why I almost died but 19 did. He is a huge failure in my eyes, and he had potential I thought.

  • Brad- did you share in over 11 years other first-hand YHF13' folks- their experience of being on the Yarnell fire for almost the entire time and the lack of official commitment from investigators initially because why was certain folks even allowed in that DZ area??? right!? Explain that. Why do I get the calls at 2am as the eyewitness to help them understand what you are doing to help your fellow firefighters but to possibly brainwash with some word smithing key words ????

  • Timing of investigator outreach and the focus on family members during the chaos. I cannot tell you HOW MANY have reached me as they felt no one was there for them--- I know the "Forgotten Ones" and they call themselves...the "Other 19" and their evidence and testimonies.

After-Action Review and Lack of Proper Respect

  • I always inquired about an after-action review (AAR) conducted by crews, which was mainly done independently without investigators.

  • Crewmembers described to me the AAR process, emphasizing the importance of documenting experiences and the lack of follow-up from investigators. I explained they were focused to key narrative points and to their defense they lacked resource to meet the many needs for so many areas...and I feel bad for all the forgotten ones.

  • I want the focus on family members

  • and the lack of proper respect for those on the ground to be shown to the Public at Large.

  • I requested records for a large number of people involved and the selective special attention given to certain individuals, like Troy Steinbrink. How come they asked me to get his written permission before I could see his file? Yet have you seen the voluminous number of names they did release to me so why was he given special attention? Tell us Brad about RANCE MARQUES and COUGAN CAROUTHERS sir and what you learned there over near Harper Canyon area...what did they offer you? Brad signed a paper saying he turned all his stuff in pertaining to the YHF13' so maybe that's why we just get word salad on innovation and lessons learned...

Concerns About Accuracy in Refresher Training

  • Too many have come to me in over 11 years, and they recall a fire refresher training that talked on YHF13' that included their crew, where they were segregated and felt the content was inaccurate ???? Why were they put in another area? What is happening folks...

  • Let's discuss the use of radio traffic from the incident in the refresher training, which was misleading. Why???

  • Why have so many reached out to me to clarify that radio transmission from a totally different day was not a warning to Granite Mountain to leave but a response to fire behavior on Saturday. Come on, Brad. I am just a housewife, and I show more than you ever have..."Speak Up"...give some real content from that weekend,

  • Too many narratives were presented in the refresher training and the discrepancies between what actually happened and the portrayal. That has to stop. That belongs along with ONLY THE BRAVE fillum in the possible fiction aisle at the library in the back corner on bottom shelf. Stop making profits off deaths and start showing content or you will see more and more see you for what you really are...and I know I did a much better job, investigating then you and I am in poor health all this time. I had powerful people tell me they are watching this all and to see how they treat me the eyewitness and they claim I am the linchpin not just to YHF13 but many fires...I would ask them what/who is Brad? They said he once had potential...we don't know what/who he is now.

Political Influence and Resource Allocation

  • Brad, tell us what you know about the Political influence on resource allocation and the decision to use helicopters for b___d___. Or the b____ concept with ___ on the hill--- that man should make a book. Him and his b___ should be on the front cover -image in the bubble of Shumate's delivery of his thought process.



I doubt Dr Leroy would lie to me. Talk about this Brad. Others are willing---why aren't you?



I think someone was influencing Shumate- I don't even think he came up with it...but Brad, let us know...you were the lead investigator...who was that puppet master...stop treating we, the people like we are ignorant or in kindergarten. "Speak Up"

  • Let's talk about the confusion and frustration with the state's handling of the fire and the lack of commitment to personnel on the ground on that weekend, Brad.

  • Jim Downey? Maybe you can chime in on the above better than Brad... and the focus on cost-effectiveness over safety.

  • Brad, let us recount the challenges of coordinating resources and the lack of clear direction from the incident commander.

Challenges with Incident Command and Resource Management

  • Brad...hello...you still with me here...please describe the challenges with the type three incident commander, Russ Shumate, and his lack of understanding and communication.

  • Please, sir, discuss the importance of having qualified personnel on the ground to manage resources effectively. Please. Where is the accountability in your industry? Talk about that, sir. Your report said they did nothing wrong then why are 19 dead and so many after????

  • Let us recount the frustration with the constant changes in orders and the lack of a cohesive plan. Brad...you had read all the data so let's talk...let us see how you word-smith it...I am just a housewife sharing my humble opinions...your the expert---share away please.

  • We deserve as a community to know the impact of political decisions on fire management and the lack of support for those on the ground.

Experiences on the Ground and Safety Concerns

  • Many told me about their experience on the ground, emphasizing the extreme fire behavior and the need for clear assignments and communication. Part of the 10 and 18, right?! You never once reached out to them or me. Crucial folks...What is going on???

  • Brad, please discuss the importance of briefing incoming resources and the challenges with the ranch being designated as a safety zone. There were folks who stated no way that is a safety zone---stay in the black or drop down the Congress side like Sonny and I did was the only options...so who is accountable for saying that was the safety zone???

  • Brad, please describe the safety concerns with the ranch and the lack of understanding from the incident commander.

  • I have had way too many discuss the impact of the fire's behavior and the need for proper resource allocation and planning. Why are you refraining to talk on that in your video.

Impact of Fire Behavior and Resource Allocation

  • Brad- describe the fire's behavior on the 29th and the challenges with resource allocation and communication.

  • Hey Cowabunga Dude- please discuss the political influence on resource allocation and the lack of commitment to personnel on the ground.

  • Many of us who were there, recount the frustration with the state's handling of the fire and the lack of clear direction from the incident commander. Talk about that on your video, Brad.

  • Sir, the importance of having qualified personnel on the ground to manage resources effectively is my number one takeaway and why are they even allowed to be in leadership roles versus mopping the floors in a fire station bathrooms. ??? Just saying.

Challenges with Incident Command and Resource Management

  • I would like BRAD MAYHEW to describe the challenges with the type three incident commander, Russ Shumate, and his lack of understanding and communication.

  • Brad, discuss the importance of having qualified personnel on the ground to manage resources effectively, please.

  • Sir, let us recount the frustration with the constant changes in orders and the lack of a cohesive plan.

  • Let's discuss the impact of political decisions on fire management and the lack of support for those on the ground.

Experiences on the Ground and Safety Concerns

  • Brad, share more about the experience on the ground, emphasizing the extreme fire behavior and the need for clear assignments and communication.

  • Discuss the importance of briefing incoming resources and the challenges with the ranch being designated as a safety zone.

  • Let us describe the safety concerns with the ranch and the lack of understanding from the incident commander.

  • Come on Brad...you see I was redundant in all this rambling, but my words have a way of mattering ....discuss the impact of the fire's behavior and the need for proper resource allocation and planning.

Impact of Fire Behavior and Resource Allocation

  • Have you left yet, Brad---if so, my prayer is you describe the fire's behavior on the 29th and the challenges with resource allocation and communication.

  • discuss the political influence on resource allocation and the lack of commitment to personnel on the ground.

  • recount the frustration with the state's handling of the fire and the lack of clear direction from the incident commander.

  • discuss the importance of having qualified personnel on the ground to manage resources effectively.

The best thing I ever did in life

was really pay attention

to Dr Ted Putnam

and what he has shown the world.

The truest hero.

I can do word-smithing and re-wording and all that malarkey too Brad ...


 

10-17-24 9am insert: [I made a new junk journal post for the 13-31st, and I will post that junk journal Spring 2025 along with Nov/Dec/Jan/Feb junk journal posts. Happy Holidays to all and Happy New Year...]

My opinion

is

anyone

using a platform

stating

they were the

lead investigator

for the fire I almost died on

but 19 did

and so many after

then I want to get

very serious

and

very real

and

talk / type

about the possible illegal actions

that happened under Shumate's belt as IC

before Roy Hall

even came

into the factor...

so yeah

the fluff

I have seen from people

in power

or certain positions...

please comprehend

how I feel

when I own the most YHF13' voluminous records

with their own texts/emails/handwritten notes/unit logs---etc. that shows how sad these folks are...


I think you possibly

owe us Brad Mayhew

much more

than sound bites

of lesson learned stuff...


--- do you Brad get calls at 2am from folks saying they still never got to tell their stories of what happened? I do.


I have to deal with certain person/folks

saying certain people are their friend

and I call big time bullshit on that

because that friend---

sure you can talk Dude Fire

and Fire

and stuff

and

dabble on Yarnell with that person

but how is it I gave a certain person your contact

and they did reach you,

but they ultimately shared

their story with me first

and I say those times with your so call friend...

did they give you any of that? Hell no.

And if they did, then for sure you ain't my friend.

I have done

and have given you

more data than anyone in all this...

so please understand from my view--they are associates to your life but not a friend

because if they were-

they would be on camera giving their full account.

The difficult right thing to do.


When it comes down to what is going to happen- if your friend omitted areas in your friendship---do not feel bad because I am in this for accountability awareness.

You seem to think no way in hell there will be zero arrests.

I say leave it to the experts

including the IRS investigation audit areas...even on 501c; fire related..

of PURE higher authorities

who examine this,

and I do think [in my humble opinion] at minimum that lawsuits can possibly still happen, and contracts will end and penalties will happen and OSHA/ADOSH should have been fully made aware of that but when you have the odd flair of how Brett Steurer talked back channel about me as I was present when that conference call happened and I heard it first-hand...Brett, I did a better job than you, check your ego at the door, sir.


If people know what a recipe is

then you will know

they have their failure and success stories...


Which one are you, Brad?

Do you think you successfully

found out what took place that weekend?

I did.


I share in a way

publicly

that it appears

like a bread crumb

because behind the scenes

I want accountability

& real changes.


I want to set the "golden buzzer" -

aka, the reset button

on the fire industry

and so I had to place bits out

versus

it all

so I could successfully get that done.

It is happening too.


That,

[pause, breathing in from my nose]

Brad, smells good too.

In case you were wondering...


I knew the vulture like mentality

that was going to happen

after this fire

because I was fair warned

from a retired CIA agent.


I stayed with it to speak truth

and to make sure to call out areas told incorrectly...


Shame on you, Brad- you had potential

to do something so grand but to me, you just put out a new spin on like you want to possibly be

that next Pulaski or Gleason idol...

and all we are doing is learning more wordsmithing...and no one should make a dime on this tragedy...???


You will never fit the category of the old school people who were platformed for most likely agendas.


If at best, you will be shown in Courses, Conferences and such but to me if you keep omitting the meat of the fire you investigated then your content means zip.


I wish I could spew out some stuff, but I am awaiting the right trustworthy authorities and let them judge you on data your fire industry had the data from day one...


I think you mishandling data is possibly dangerous after reading what you all felt was the final outline in the SAIR; investigation report. Yeah...


Also, how your industry

treated us eyewitnesses was telling...

I had to witness the oddest smear campaign done to me even telling my own community turning others against me. Why? I know why ...


You all did your digging, and you see I also know powerful people who are just waiting to see what else you plan to do my way.


I never seen so many camera angles to my property to make sure it is captured if they want to do foul play...

I even have angles showing the sky level...


This message is not for the ones who want to speak up - this message is for the ugly ones who purposely withheld your testimony because it did not fit their narrative.


We own it and I have bread crumbed some public but working diligently behind the scenes- working against areas that are purely ignorant and etc...


I close today's message out that OSHA/ADOSH could not do a proper investigation due to the blocks...


...some of the media were present that June 30, 2013, and they could and still could show videos and images, testimonies that they were at, so they are part of the omission layers.


The media could have publicly shown

all the aircrafts in the air

and they also could have placed into question

and gathered specific documents

and some media did,

but they never placed it

to the Public at Large

the results if they ever got them

and if they had possibly

you would learn our justice system

is under funded and over burdened

and they should have made an exception

for the 19 and homeowners with the documented facts. ADOSH/OSHA could have gotten them on some specifics too, but it went nowhere.


It would affect both State and Federal levels too---

Russ Shumate should be accountable for at minimum as the IC for cost effectiveness over safety for before June 30, 2013, and other stuff I leave back channel until I get the trusted folks to review it and make their assessment on RUSS SHUMATE and I have proof.

Brad did not address it in his report.

He failed me is my continued view.


God is now here ...

depends on the person reading that -

some see it jumbled as GODISNOWHERE...

or some see it GOD IS NO WHERE...

but I see it

GOD IS NOW HERE

working this out.


They know

I know

something so big

and

if lawyers and judges

know

and

they name

JOY A COLLURA

a hero

then that is

telling ya something.

TRUTH MATTERS, Brad!


There are people who know so think about that next time you put these videos out, Brad...you may get the views but the ones back channel are in awe of that possible ego of yours.

DO the right thing,

and show the truth

that you were able to know and see the past

4126 days, 18 hours, 46 minutes and 56 seconds


Or 11 years, 3 months, 16 days, 18 hours, 46 minutes, 56 seconds


Or 135 months, 16 days, 18 hours, 46 minutes, 56 seconds.



MAN UP!!!


Join the truth matters movement, Brad.


In closing, to the ones that think they took too long to come to me or want to come forward in some way...


and God already told you to come to me, huh

and He said speak with me

and bring this into a healing balance

as you take your time right...

stop being in your head

and overthinking the part

of you betraying me and wearing masks...

stop worrying...

you know the stuff is real

that is happening...

make it right and reach me.


For those who are needing

to hear my voice

and firsthand

listen to your apology

versus me just saying here

I forgive you

because you know

I know what you did-


You may come to me

for the aid to help you

in this Mercy moment

but fair warning...


I am very bold but fair

and please refrain

from using the perpetual victim role my way-

You have no clue what texts / emails / etc. I own from what entities.


I know your world is upset/ upside down

because you have not yet

down the difficult right thing

and you are feeling defeated internally...


God is here...


that storm you are in...

may feel catastrophic

but any person who abused

the roles of their professional position...

God is watching...


See, I know more than I speak

and please refrain from thinking

Fred J Schoeffler or Scottie E Briggs know-

they may know breadcrumbs only

but yeah...


too many of you owe me some huge apologies.


I do not want to hear

you were forced to do something

or you were influenced/bullied...

or had an oath to follow. Or just listened...


Or you listened to a lie and ran with it because you trusted the person who told it.


It was funny until it wasn't will not work either.


If you are trying to surprise visit or planning or strategizing...


"bye Felicia"...



I see very clearly-

I am under zero illusions.

God showed me who is who.


I also know that

righteous powerful people

are watching

all this

who are for me

and are for the truth,


and you can gather all together

even the kitchen wit$$es,

flying monkeys,

and that vulture culture...

but remember

you all do not know

what texts and emails /etc. were released to me

by which entities...

Some of you are downright sick people.


Coming to my private space ???

thinking that is the best route-???--nope...

this is my public notification that no one

is welcome to my personal space

but what God wants to happen.


The gun shots this week and the suspicious vehicle were noted by people off ghost town rd as well not just around here by us and was reported to YCSO...


Ask anyone who known me since I was a kid,


I will state read this sign because I had some steal mine...and then later partially after over a year YCSO released some signs- some damages and without the expensive hardware of many signs ever made it back to me so read this---


I know

Yes.

I know.

and you cannot come in

and see how much I know...


I accept any person's apology,

and I just hope you break the chains

and ask God into your heart

and to work in the moment for your life.


Many of the people

who had the badge or title

and went with a different set of rules...


I just pray all the pieces fall in God's way

and I saw the secrecy

and to me

there are too many

who tried to

downright

smear campaign

untrue stuff in regard to my name/me.


I choose to not react and allow God to handle it all.

Some actions/manners do deserve...

some to be in possible jail though,

but we will see how God handles it.


You have never once seen me place the entire thread between _____ and Jeff Whitney- their texts

but I own them from public records so please remember when one tries to smear campaign me...

especially a certain few...

God is watching,

also watch out for any person

who labels me a witch

or into any of that bs crap

versus

recognizing

I speak to God

all through each day...

I am truth...


Dirty offers...unwelcomed.

I have turned down contracts that would have made me wealthy at this point.

Money, unimpressed.

There are A-list Celebs. Medical folks and Govt. folks

I know that can confirm that.


The certain ones

know

who I am needing them to return what they took

and stole, or I paid for something, and they never did their end of the deal...

God is watching...


I may never see it from you, deceitful ones

but He will bless me in bigger ways ...

just watch and see...


so, enjoy as you all are being recorded

if you are on here for the record, you, gang stalkers.


Why do you waste your time coming here...get a life.


That statement is meant for the ones who did or are doing harm to me and others.


Have a great Fall-Winter 2024

&

Winter - Spring 2025


and be back "live"

with updates May 2025.


In closing,

I hope your world illuminates

more in truth ...


I do not take to disrespect

from others

and I do not need to place myself out there

and seek respect either.


I am sweet and soft and strong like a rose...

my boundaries naturally command and draw it to me..

R E S P E C T :)


...but there will always be those who are closed off folks, that is on them.

Many feel clear about me...

I am grounded and stable.


You may want to examine

the ones who talk negative about me...

might just be their junk...

it might be their off-kilter processes ...

I believe

people should take their time

in knowing anyone...

it means be cautious in the building in the initial process...our foundations to one another...that matters...


Be the change...

My way of thinking is we should always strive to make sure all the pieces fit versus making glazed narratives.

We owe it to ourselves to understand each other.


R. E. S. P. E. C. T.

Amen.


If anyone gets exposed

by my sharing truth

of how I almost died

and its aftermath...


I did what I did

because the omissions are just way too much...


You might want to look at the "hellraiser"(s), the reckless impulsive immature ones who would rather me be dead then speak the truth...


If you try to cop out

by saying

he or she told you to do it...

or you felt trapped...

please refrain

from "feeling" bad

or even grab for any straws...

any person

a part of the omissions...

or has always a good story...

no more fake a$$ creations...

no more targeting people...


it is very likely that the ones who did the targeting and stalking are now being watched by higher ups-


...very powerful higher ups

are watching how I am being treated

or if any illegal actions are being done my way.


please remember

you cannot

play in everyone's life

just because you got away with it

as many times as you have...


you agreed to do it

when you did ...


but any person investigating this or other fires...


and not the Brad Mayhews and Brett S. kind

because they did a piss poor job

with their products


my strong suggestion

is looking more into not just this fire...

I also feel investigators can go outside the fire industry to find answers.


Look at the law enforcements / utilities agencies areas -

you may find solid stuff there-

Look at texts and emails of the ones you have watched attacked me online or in person

or reach me-

I will name drop...


But make sure you have the resource to get rolling

because it is not just a few...well, few too many.


I bet more people

will throw folks

under the bus

to save face...

God is watching.

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